Not much to say again -- just wanted to AND WHAT THE FUCK Cursor just predicted that I was going to talk about my new song...
How the fuck did it know that something called fucking 'nephilic dreamy' is a song? lol
I will well and truly never doubt AI now.
Anyway, back to what I was saying:
The weird song title -- well, idk. It doesn't really mean anything. It's just meant to sound aesthetic, which is sort of the trend for all kinds of songs on the internet now (atleast independent ones).
You know, the all-lower-case-titles, random mystic anime image for the cover... all that shit.
As for the song itself:
Not much to ramble on about it. I'd say it's in that similar lo-fi style to '2019' & stuff.
(not that I'm trying to explain an AUDITORY piece using fucking WORDS, if it wasn't obvious... I'm just rambling & reflecting on it -- just listen to the song in the Music tab if you wanna actually hear what it's all about)
But yeah, not much to it.
One interesting thing I WILL say is that I basically completely forgot about this song, as usual for me -- I make a bunch of shitty songs, 99% of them unfinished, and then just dump them and move on to the next one.
Maybe it's just because I'm probably ADHD or whatever -- but I really think that if you're into making music, you can still 'get things done with it', even if you are lazy like me.
Cause even with how inconsistent and slothful I am with basically anything I do, even I have been able to accrue a ton of (albeit unfinished) songs this way - while honestly not even putting that much time/effort into it (cause I'm lazy).
Basically, what happens is: even though most of my stuff is incomplete, I will usually, some time later, randomly browse around my list of songs for fun. And while doing that, I completely forgot I made this one. And it didn't sound too bad, atleast as a draft, when I came back to it.
So on the spot.. on a whim.. I just thought "what the heck", and sort of roughly finished it off (again, it's still far from good for me, which is fucking annoying me).
So basically what I'm saying is that this is sort of a 'cool thing/perk' that can come with making music, I guess. You can sort of 'accidentally/lazily' make something that - okay, maybe not everyone will think sounds good - but atleast you might be somewhat satisfied with.
Don't get me wrong, my music still doesn't fulfill me the way I want it to, and thus I still hate it so much, but yeah.
That's basically it though.
😁